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Man it's been a real problem these last 5 or so years for me.
It's almost constant.
Every song I listen to, every movie I watch, I'm feeling nostalgic about the past and what used to be, and how grey and uneventful things are now compared to that.
Sometimes I feel nostalgic about times and eras I never even lived in.
I watched gangs of new york the other day. I felt nostalgic about the time period (as brutal as it was) about never having lived in that. All the chaos, all the mayhem, all the opportunity. I have countless examples of other movies and songs that make me feel nostalgic about eras I never lived in.
Tonight I'm watching Mr. Nobody which a good portion of focuses on teenage love. I'm feeling nostalgic about those feels. That first or second love. Those raw teenage emotions. Fuck I miss it.
Anyone else have experience with this? Have you been able to overcome it?
Fuck man I'm so tired of constantly missing the past and wanting to go back.
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It's almost constant.
Every song I listen to, every movie I watch, I'm feeling nostalgic about the past and what used to be, and how grey and uneventful things are now compared to that.
Sometimes I feel nostalgic about times and eras I never even lived in.
I watched gangs of new york the other day. I felt nostalgic about the time period (as brutal as it was) about never having lived in that. All the chaos, all the mayhem, all the opportunity. I have countless examples of other movies and songs that make me feel nostalgic about eras I never lived in.
Tonight I'm watching Mr. Nobody which a good portion of focuses on teenage love. I'm feeling nostalgic about those feels. That first or second love. Those raw teenage emotions. Fuck I miss it.
Anyone else have experience with this? Have you been able to overcome it?
Fuck man I'm so tired of constantly missing the past and wanting to go back.
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